August 2012
4 tags
Honestly...
All I want is to be perfect, to look the way i want to. To feel the way i want to. I wanna different, happy, i guess. i want to be told I’m beautiful, and be able to actually believe it. i just hate myself, so much. ugh.
July 2012
Cutting.
Is what I wanted to do last night, badly.
But I didn’t, because well, I won’t anymore. It’s now been 27 days, and I want to keep this going…
If I wasn't...
So scared,
So broken,
Hurting so much,
Unable to live without you,
Would you even still know me?
I wonder.
5 tags
I just...
wanna cut. so bad. and I’m trying really hard to distract myself from it. its been 10 whole days, I set mind to something and so far I’ve succeeded, but like, I want to give up. and I know I can’t, but I want to. I’m trying so hard to learn to be happy…
